Yes, Virgina...
...losing a few lbs does make a difference! LB losing lbs. He hee. I try to look at this and feel some compassion instead of screaming "GROSS! How did you ever get anyone to hang out with you like this!?" Then I step back and realize that I look happy. I also look like a dummy/puppet...the lines on either side of my chin look like that. He hee.A bad mood is just smothering me today. I can't figure out exactly what's happening right now. I am amazed at how my perception of my reflection hinges on my mood...happy= tolerable, sad= repulsive. GOSH. The bus rides in the morning are the worst. Introspection. Loneliness. Emptiness. Trying to see the good is a major struggle.
Well, after all, this picture makes me smile... in the end.
Today's theme song: Comfortably numb.
posted by lulicious @ 11:16 AM
2 Comments:
if memory serves, i was with you when this birthday photo was snapped. you look beautiful and yes, so happy.
are you listening to music in the morning (on the bus)? almost always snaps my introspection phases.
went to nanci griffith last week and have some great wisdom to share. first, there's destruction, then there's reconstruction. so the days you are down means there is an up waiting right around the corner.
love you!
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